All I can say is that crying is a form of healing so it is ok to cry once in a while about some certain painful things that you experienced. Crying doesn't make you a weak person, it makes you stronger in facing the next chapters of your life. People don't see me being sad in pictures. I always flash my wide smile in it. But you never know what is inside me. I chose to be happy but sometimes this strong outside look in me can burst into sadness in just a snap. Remembering Huey is really difficult but at the same time its good for me. I became stronger because of him.