another boring day....

i needed to go out but i cant... my son has sipon.... i have to take good care of him.... so lumabas n lng ako ng bhay para mag net....

currently im happy kc and2 ngayon si honey... pero bukas uwi din sya kaagad... sad n nman me bukas... ihahatid ko sya sa cubao... we should spend time with each other kc dumating sya kaninang maaga den he has some errands to do kya la sya ngyon d2 and uwi kaagad bukas sa bicol.... i have to accept it... that he and i are separated so many miles away.... i have to face the reality that i have to suffer and sacrifice what situation we are right now...

to tell u honestly it was sooooo painful to my side that i have to live here in manila especially with people whom i am not comfortable with because hindi ko sila nakasama ng matagal at hindi ako sanay sa knila.... that i have to leave my family and friends there. BUT i have to do this for my son.... i love him so much that i dont want him to be different from other children thats why were here... theraphy... i love my son so much and my hubby... so i needed to tell myself for so many times that u have to be patient for the sake of huey...

ganito ako kc hindi ako sanay sa ganito.... maybe God is planning something for us... so i just have to wait....

a day in tanay, rizal

wow! as in wow! un ung unang nabangit ko as we traveled the place! sobrang ganda and ive never seen those beautiful sceneries ive seen... im sori peeps! cant post pictures... kc nman naiwan ni jun ung digicam nmin... inis!

nweis, the place was very beautiful.... mas maganda pa sa tagaytay... malamig dun ala tagaytay or bagiuo. dami bundok na magaganda... i appreciated the nature on that trip...

we entered the previous kulungan ni ERAP. sa CAMP CAPINPIN. and we saw the never ending na bakod ng resort nya.... super haba tlga... and super yaman... hindi nga lng nmin nakita ung loob.... sad ako.... hehehe!

we visited my tita (kapatid ng mama ni jun) and her husband... uncle daryo is a soldier working in camp capinpin.... dala nmin revo ng mommy ni ate mai... kasama ung tita rin nya, na nang coconvince na mag insurance na kmi ni jun sa cocolife... i think the insurance was ok nman kaso the current situation nmin ni jun with huey, was not stable pa... i have no job and sobra p ung gastos nmin d2 mnila... at sa theraphy p ni huey... maybe balang araw kukuha kmi for security db?

basta that was a very nice joyride... i wanna go back there with jun and huey... and we will stay there at least 1 night man lng...

in bicol

im here in bicol.... yipeeee! vacation time again... got to get outside the polution metro manila is giving me... i was happy to see my family.... im happy that i can finally smell the fresh air of bicol.... i am really really happy bacause of one thing.... i was able to see my honey... (i love you hon!) i really miss my hubby soooo much! how i wish to stay here with him and with huey... but we cant... we will be more patient pa... konti pa... and someday we will be together all day long...

we went to legazpi kanina because my lil' sister will buy her dress sa wedding... too many time consumed sa paghahanap ng magandang dress and she was sooo kulit... im saying na eto maganda sau... but i didn't fullfill her taste... ayaw nya ng mga napili ko... hindi daw bagay! different tlaga sya... hehehe! (peace out lil' sis!) and then finally she has the dress... haltered top and skirt. ok nman ung dress.... as in ok kc un ung gusto nya.... hehehe!

im here pla in my brothers internet cafe... too sad we dont have computer in our house. huhuhu! dami nagnenet and games... i have to update my blog thats why im here....

on sunday we will be going back to manila with my sister, mom, the new yaya, me and jun.... and the very madaming gamit ng kapatid ko.... maglilipat kc sya.... from dorm in uplb to an apartment....

wedding memories

i bought a dress for the wedding of my cousin on june 11 in bicol (bicol here i come! yey!). i bought it in FREEWAY. long dress. spaghetti strap. backless! (ganda koh!) it cost me almost 800 pesos. i liked the dress so much that i really have to buy it. saya! and i bought accesories to match the dress. And i have to find a bra that has strapy at the back. kc ung dress strap strap lng ang sa likod noh! it will be my first time to wear a backless dress. so wish me luck!

im soo excited na tlga... i think it will be fun! just like my wedding... it was sooooo memorable. my wedding was my most happiest day ever. i can see the happiness of my parents, the smiles of the people witnessing the ceremony and the different feeling i was encountering and also my husband. i can see different colors of dresses and the color of my motif. the color purple and silver. i was happy seeing my parents walk with me down the isle. and my husband waiting for me at the altar. you know hes crying the moment i am walking with my parents. he said he was happy. tears of joy. i love the feeling that im marrying the man ive been wanting all my life. you know the ideal man thing and the qualities that i am looking for. i found that to him.

the feeling during the ceremony was really inexplainable. the butterflies in your stomach and the nervousness of the moment. all my works paid off. i like the feeling tlga. so happy and contented.